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Name: antolin
State: Ohio
Metro: Hilliard
Birthday: 6/6/1986


Expertise: i used to think that life had a plan for me until i realized life had to be planned by me...


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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

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808s & Heartbreak
By Kanye West
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if i was a frail individual, i would be in the biggest depression hole right now.

i can't believe that it is happening again.

rebuilding seems to be the ongoing theme for our generation / nation right now, and i am knee-deep in that process.

i have no other choice than to always look at the positives in situations - otherwise, who else will? i know that the near future holds powerful and great things for me - i have worked very hard for them. note to self: believe that i have them now, and they will be mine.

could i have graduated and entered the work force at a worse time? highly unlikely. but i'll make do.




i hope that when spring break comes and everyone's out for a week, that i'll be in a financially strong position to enjoy myself with my friends.





on a completely different note, whoever reads this... remember when every post you'd make on xanga would get 30+ comments from everyone on your xanga list of friends? where has everyone gone? hahaha

ok. time to work. plus my cd is finished burning.


goodbye.


Friday, September 26, 2008

Currently Listening
Because of the Times
By Kings of Leon
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life is rough right now..


but that's when i do my best work.









here's to being (more than) okay.


Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Currently Listening
Fancy Footwork
By Chromeo
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Hi justaphase! It's been 2086 (wow, that's a big number) days since you joined Xanga...

that's a loooong time! that's almost 6 years of having my xanga... unbelievable.



so let me talk to you about some good news.
i accepted a job as an event coordinator assistant for a catering company called made from scratch.
i start next tuesday.. and i can't wait!

my job will basically include working on paperwork at the office and getting the offers together, as well as talking with clients and advising them what things i would suggest for their events and parties. basically, i get to help in putting parties together for my job.
!!!

though it's not exactly in the clothes aspect of my major, i will gain a lot of experience in putting events together, so that will be good when i want to put on some shows and work backstage. overall, i just really wanted a fun job that i would have fun in and get a possibility to grow, and this is just the thing that i got from this opportunity.

i'm moving to campus on sept. 1st and that's gonna be awesome! our house is going to be exactly what i have been waiting for. living with my best guy friends all in one large house. it'll def be nice to come home and have everyone there rather than having to drive to campus every night to hang out with everyone. plus, most of my other friends will be within a block's radius of our house so seeing everyone will be so much easier here in a few weeks.

though i got the smallest room in our house, i can't complain too much since it's not THAT small, just compared to the others.
i was a bit upset about it at first, but now that i have had some time to think about it i am def cool with it. ultimately, i will just have to find new ways to decorate and organize my stuff, and i enjoy challenges like that.

so far, that's what's been going on in my life.


Tuesday, July 01, 2008

it's nice seeing hard work paying off.

wish me luck today / this week that i get one of these great job opportunities that have been put on my plate.

i've been thinking of ways to respond to questions so that i am confident and have an idea of what i'd say.
does anyone else do that?
i say them in my head, then say them out loud so that i am comfortable in speaking them, rather than only thinking about them.

not only do i need a job, i want a job. that's what i was talking about in my previous post. i hate the feeling of being jobless and not having responsibility. though it makes me feel like a child, that coin has huge positives and negatives. sure, who wouldn't want to feel like a child? but - i am an adult and i have things i have to pay for, and things i want to pay for; so having that luxury of spending my own money is my goal.

i feel really confident in my abilities and my education, as well as my experiences that i've been lucky enough to have during my internships. without those, i definitely feel that i'd be at a huge disadvantage. OU really taught me a lot, and prepared me for the beginning stages of my career. now, it's my turn to show everyone what i've got.

life is good. friends are good. now, all i need is this job and i'll be feeling that much more comfortable about how things are going!


Friday, June 20, 2008

so

is this what it feels like?




i need routine back in my life. i WANT it back in my life.







i dont know what to think.



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